| A Personal Revelation |


Red Light Day Dreams 7Driving Through Demons I drive. On a road where fog covers all but 50 feet ahead of me, it is hard to see. My face is cold and toes are numbing. The steering wheel grips my hands with its crisp frigidity as I turn and sway with the movement of the jeep. My eyes look through cool crying glass, moisture seems to seep from the clear surface. The wipers remove my windshield's sorrows, moving on. There is a soft music in the back of my mind. The distance looks back at me and sees a child who is lost, a child driving the only path he can see. Two eyes appear around the next corner, with a blurred disposition, they stare into the depths of myRed Light Day Dreams 7


A True RelationshipTo have no feeling is to be closed. To be invulnerable is to have no bonds. To search and never find the identityA True Relationship
Of a person you thought you knew Is a sad day to find yourself within.
To lean on no one is to be alone. To search for no one is to be isolated. To be independent from the rest of the world
Removes yourself from the beauty That is the human interaction.
To rely only on self is to be unaware of others. To sit and only hear is to walk a one way road. To never give of yourself to someone for which you care Removes the possibility
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Thoughts of ExpectationIt finds me deep in sleep, As I walk in a world where I cannot weep. I seek to find the answers lost, But I cant see the final cost.Thoughts of Expectation
The thought lurks in caverns of my minds, Searching for the exit of expression. It finds its way only partially Leading to depression.
The light of my day finds itself dimming, In a way I cannot explain. I only wish I had the time to sit. My thoughts, detain.
I search for what I saw, But see what is not, Missing what is, And seeming distraught.
I realize then, I should not search &nbs


The Empty GapA homeless man stands, crying, across a gap. He stands in a world I have never known. I cannot reach down to him with my arms to hoist him to my realm. He cannot jump, he has not the strength. He can only gaze through damp eyes, as those on his side sit and peer into the world passing them by, at those who have yet to fall into his world. This gap is forbidden, uncrossable, dangerous, foolish, difficult, and treacherous. There is no bridge for either to cross; no way down to his level. He cannot cross the obstacles that lie in his path to my world. He has no strength, so it is I who must go. But to do this would be illogical, unreasonable, unThe Empty Gap
Sun Joy

Painful LoveI am not angry. I do not hate. But your little antics are only making it harder for you, not me.Painful Love
Ephesians 6:1, 4 Children obey your parents in the Lord: For this is right... And parents, do not provoke your children to wrath: but bring them up in the nurture and admonition of the Lord.
I have been obedient to the point of breaking, and tried to get away. I have been living in fear, like a rosebud afraid to bloom. So the thorns have grown instead, for protection. And nothing that I did could be good enough. Once I gave a little, the rest was pulled out from me and when there was nothing left in me to giv
| The light of my day Comes when I find you Looking back at me smiling. I see the love The care The all around passion For all that is around you. You may be loud You may be quiet You may be big You may be small But it is you who brings The joy to me All in all. Appreciation, Not what I seek. Love is what my heart desires But not that of two lovers Or two brothers That of two humans Who love one another Because of that exactly, Humanity. |
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I have an unhealthy obsession with Transformers
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"Get out of the way, pedestrians, or I'll run over you. I'm an L plater, so I'm allowed."
--"Doesn't straightening damage your hair?"
"Yes. Yes it does. The hair is unruly and it must be punished."
--Hardship: Reminds us we're alive!
1. Most people choose to give money or support with materials which can be helpful.
2. Work in a homeless shelter or other organization that aids the people who live on the street. There are many organizations everywhere.
3. Get out WITH OTHER people and sit down, form relationships with the people of the street and work to show them that they are in fact worth something, that someone does care about them, and that they can care about themselves.
When you go out be sure to not go out with the thought that you are going to "fix" the problems. First you must understand the issues with EACH individual. Each person can have different reasons for being where they are in the life. The most important thing I feel is that you show the people of the street that you care and that they are in fact worth something. The best ways to help take time and effort, there is no automatic fix for homelessness. First you must understand, then you can work with, but ultimately the people have to make the decision to get off the streets. Sometimes just sitting down to talk with someone and treating them like a human being can be enough, other times you may have to come back and talk 100 times before they realized that they deserve a degree of dignity they are not affording themselves. When we begin to care for others they begin to care for themselves, and that is one of the many problems that keep the homeless on the street, low self-worth. I am excited to hear you want to get involved and I wish you the best of luck in any endeavors that you may encounter in the world of the homeless. Just remember that love is the most powerful tool you have, each person merely wants to be treated like a human. I hope everything goes well.
A little advice: remember they are people and there are many things you can talk about: weather is very relevant to the homeless, firewood as well. NEVER GO ALONE!!!! Take food! Food allows you to make a connection. We usually take a sandwich and a piece of fruit to approach or what we call "getting your foot in the door" ironically they don't have a door. haha When you do this you can offer them food and with that spark a conversation that could create a relationship. If you can create strong relationships then you can really make a difference. You often move them emotionally and physically and sometimes if you really listen you can hear some of the most profound life lessons and be moved yourself. Sometimes you will gain more from the experience than they do. Some will not be accepting so continue on and don't get discouraged. DO NOT GO TO PLACES THAT ARE SUSPICIOUS or OBVIOUSLY ILLEGAL. It can be scary at times and rewarding. I cannot stress enough to go out WITH others and wherever you go think of it as being a guest in someone else's house. Respect and love and in the end many times if you get yourself familiar with various organizations and/or services that you can recommend if they ask. Don't pressure in a religious way either. If faith emerges in the conversation, which it will very frequently because many of them only have their faith left, go with it and talk with them, but if it does not come up do not bring it up because many of the people have issues with God, faith, and/or churches. Again! I hope everything goes well! and if you need any other advice be sure to get in touch.
Good Luck!
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Live the Life of Love
We are meant to be.
I am not "most people"
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"Get out of the way, pedestrians, or I'll run over you. I'm an L plater, so I'm allowed."
--"Doesn't straightening damage your hair?"
"Yes. Yes it does. The hair is unruly and it must be punished."
--Hardship: Reminds us we're alive!
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Live the Life of Love
We are meant to be.
I am not "most people"
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